Jasmine’s bitter, sweet, God-filled life…

today was very very very very boring. Sigh. My parents left for Vietnam today which also marks the end of my freedom. Boohoo! My curfew change from 10.30 to 9pm. I’m not allowed out after 9 even if it’s with my brother. Oh well. Besides that, there’s not much difference when my parents are home or they are not. But of course they aren’t around to send me around singapore. Public transport is my best friend! I guess i’ll be home more often since i’m not allowed to hang around outside.

Wasn’t feeling myself today. Keep contradicting myself. I was stoning on the bus till i almost miss my stop. Was thinking about stuff till i didn’t realise where the bus was. Haha. Ran out of the bus and dropped my wallet. Then the people on the bus shouted for me. I had to turn back and take it from them. So kind of them to tell me. :) But also really embarrassing. When the bus left the stop, the people were staring at me. EMBARRASSING!!! haha… Soooo like me anyway.

Tuition was kinda funny. We all talking loads of rubbish. Haha… fun fun! Thank you God for helping me plan out my sunday. Now that i don’t have to go for tuition at 3.30, I can go for cell leader training!!! :D happy happy me!!!

Was thinking a lot today and came up with a conclusion. If it hurts so so so much, why not let it go? Since it made a whole in your heart, why not just fill it up? So i’m not holding on to it anymore, I’m letting it go. Lawrence told to not to give up hope but i think it’s becoming too painful to bear. I’ll just let it go for now. I’m sorry…

Jasmine bit her tongue and now it hurts!!! haha…